But anyway. This is the most "whole" I have felt in a long, long, LONG time. I feel so darn fulfilled, and my inspiration has been sparked. I love every class that I am in. The material is so interesting in every class that I am in. I know I already wrote all of this in the last post, so I'll spare ya the gushing all over again but... I've just really been trying to stay afloat lately with all this amazing stuff going on. I'm the happiest I've been in like...years, honestly. I mean there are definitely some incredibly sad or bummer or shocking or truly heart-aching things that have happened since I've moved to Savannah, but I've learned to accept these things and not try to change them. Not everything can work out in our lives, whether it's a friendship or a romance or a job or what-have-you, but to quote by my homegirl Marilyn Monroe, "Good things fall apart so better things can fall together." My better things are out there. I just have to reach out and be open for them.
|Looking to the future like~~|
So, in all, no, I'm not about to stop blogging (I even bought a cheap, less then $100 camera at Target to add pictures to posts but I'm kinda bummed because I think my iPhone takes better quality pictures hahahahah
-____- *growls casually* I'm mildly bitter about this...!!); in fact, I'm currently narrowing down designers for who's gonna be the ~*lucky winner*~ of who I pick to complete my redesign vision that I have for The Pink Lyme. A couple members of my Snapchat fam have also asked if I'm going to be doing YouTube; honestly, I don't think so at this point. I love that with Snapchat, I can control who is seeing the videos - so if I'm venting about how my day went, it's not like the whole word gets to see that, just my Snappy buddies. I find that level of privacy pretty comforting and I love that sense of emotional intimacy you get when you are particular about who you let into your heart/Snapchat list/life lmao!!
Anyway, I have literally, no joke, 32 drafts of blog posts for TPL. I just actually need to finishing writing them or finish editing them or just hit publish on them. So they will actually get posted eventually. It's just that I've been so focused on learning what my professors expect and figuring out where to park all the time and meeting new people and stressing over the personal trainer exam that my priorities had to shift for a while. And they will shift back to blogging, as the ebb and flow of life tends to do this.
Thanks for being so understanding during this transitional time. Write again soon!! <3